Tuesday, October 25, 2011

"A faint, cold fear thrills through my veins ..."

I'd always hated presentations.
That was first thought that crossed my mind as the tall boy that sat two seats in front of me picked my paper; out of all twenty-something of them shuffled in there, he'd managed to pick mine. In an instant, my stomach tightened, twisting into anxious knots. Each shallow breath I took shuddered in my chest. Not even out of my seat yet, and I was shaking. Instantly, my hand felt for the bracelet on my right wrist, fingers tracing the familiar shape of a bear, a bridge, and the outline of a tropical island that I couldn't quite recall. It offered little comfort. One by one, my classmates began to turn expectantly to face me, to gauge my reaction, maybe even to show pity. I heard laughter, a soft, trembling sound barely louder than the hum of the vents that filled the silence. Was someone laughing at me? No. I was laughing, a telltale sign of my own fear. My eyes instantly fell on the teacher, who tilted her head a bit to the side. A gesture for me to begin. I drew in the deepest breath I could manage and started, my voice, ironically, capturing the fear of someone about to drink poison, ready to face the unknown.
"Farewell. God knows when we shall meet again.."

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